I have the same problem with specific subjects. Every time when I want to describe, for example, the targeting happening to me, I simply cannot remember what was happening to me.. what should I write about? I have memory loss. I tried to make notes, but I forget I made them at all or where my notebook was.. I am/was a very focused person, organized and precisely so. I used to write articles, they were published and accepted quite well.. but, as the targeting of my person got stronger and stronger by each year, in one moment I noticed that I am not able anymore to make a SENTENCE from the beginning to the end because I forgot what I was wanted to say or wrote in it!